Holy shit! It’s already October?!

Holy shit! It’s already October?!

Holy shit! I can’t believe it is already October! I have been so busy with everything else that i haven’t had the chance to keep posting on here! I haven’t had a chance to sit down and really write or re-write anything! I will still be working on the Introduction of Jessica, but I just haven’t had the time!

I have started working more on my photography! I did a rope shoot and I will share those images maybe in the near future. They are available on Fetlife! You can see them here: https://fetlife.com/users/377495/pictures. She shared 7 images of mine and they are marked with the photographer being CindyCDVB! Love it! I hope to be doing a LOT more in the near future!

So Holloween is coming up, lots to do there. Work is BUSY! OMG! Photography, Guild Wars 2, Writing, trying to sleep. Too damn much going on! Hope to get more posts on here and hope to get more writing done! Sorry it’s been so long and sorry if you are eagerly awaiting the Introduction of Jessica! I will get it done! Just don’t know when!

Love you all!
XOXOXO
~-= Cin =-~

Trying to get into the Fetish Scene

Trying to get into the Fetish Scene

Hey everyone! It’s been quite a while since I was last able to write. Life has really gotten in the way this summer! I haven’t been able to work at all on the story and that makes me a little sad. I really want to get the new version out there to you all! But, things are slowing down a little, though there are a few more ideas that I have to work on in the near future! I just don’t know what the changes will be to the story beyond what I have done so far, but I know it is going to be longer than what I started at and that is just damn long for me! I write stories that are around 5k to 10k words where as this story is already well over 100k words. Do you have any idea about how long it takes to go through that many words and make sure you used them right or how the chapters fit together etc.?! Anyhow enough ranting. I will get it done. Just don’t know how much longer.

So, on to the title topic. I have decided that I am going to try to meet locals into various fetishes. I really want to work in photography in the various fetish markets. I thought I should probably get to know the different fetishes people have and how they take part in them. The more that I can learn the better I will be able to write stories and photograph the different fetishes. I would also like to try to find a select few that would like to work with me in photography, but that will come a little later. Anyhow that about covers the topic of this post. Let me know if there are any fetishes I should keep an eye out for!

XOXOXOXO
~-= Cin =-~

A quick update and a few items!

A quick update and a few items!

Well, obviously the whole 4 posts a month thing isn’t going to be happening unless something drastic changes! Sorry everyone! But, I hope that I can at least do once a month if not more!

I am still working on the re-write of the Introduction of Jessica. It is coming along slow due to the change from being just one week long to being the whole summer! But, it is still being worked on. I am also trying to find a couple of models / cross dressers that would like to do some photo shoots over the summer and see how that goes. I really need to update my photography portfolio and would love to shoot some erotic / fetish images. Just one more thing that I need to do!

I have been playing Guild Wars 2 a lot recently since one of my friends got me back into it. I had created a new character and named her Cytheria. I didn’t realize that name was associated with a porn star! How fortuitous! She is a squirter too! You can see her here: http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=1317298386! AWESOME! Heheh Just a happy coincidence.

I heard last week that Miley Cyrus started up an Instragram Campaign 2 weeks long. http://mashable.com/2015/06/15/miley-cyrus-instapride/ I haven’t checked it out yet, I just haven’t had time! But, I will it’s almost over though! Maybe I should check it out now and see what it’s about before I finish this post! I went over and checked it out. The photos are good (some of them) I don’t think it really shows the pride so much as it could though! Go post some yourselves!!!!

XOXOXO
Love You All!
~-= Cin =-~

The Dildos Now a Days

Alright, I started looking through my toys and I found that I didn’t have anything in my repertoire that was realistic! So I looked online for a while and it wasn’t easy to find a realistic dildo! I didn’t want anything with vibrations, or anything special about it other than I wanted the look and feel of the damn thing to be realistic! I didn’t want one that was 9 inches long and 4 inches around. I wanted something about 6 inches long and maybe about 2.5 – 3 inches around. I wanted something realistic! I wanted it to be soft on the outside, and maybe even move over the firmer inside. Though that isn’t such a big deal, just mostly soft on the outside and firmer inside. I really wanted it to have realistic coloring as well.

I couldn’t find anything really except for maybe one, but I still think it was going to be a little too big, though I may still get it. It was the only one that I had found that was the right color, size and feel (at least I think with the feel and size since I haven’t been able to touch it yet). Next I went to the local store and thought I would have a better chance to at least touch and see the real size of things. Well, yeah, I did for the most part, and they were all huge! There were the ones that were really small, and the ones that were just enormous! I really wanted something that was a more normal (to me) size! There was one that was in a box so I couldn’t touch it to see if it felt good, but it was just a little larger than I wanted, so not that big a deal, but I still couldn’t see if it felt right. They had another one that was a little smaller and I could feel it so I went ahead and got that one. I will see if it was a good buy or not later on and maybe let you know.

So, now for the other end of the spectrum. Have you all seen the Autoblow 2? Anyone used one of these things yet? I have tried all kinds of pumps and different things that were supposed to feel like a blow job or whatever, but they never do. This thing is right at 300$ though, I am not sure I am going to get one of those just to find out it sucks! I have heard the motor is a little loud as well. Anyone have any good suggestions for either dildo’s or male masturbators that are awesome? I do have some of the fleshlight sleeves. They are great! Really need to try those if you haven’t yet! (And shameless plug, if you are going to try them out please click on my banner for them so I can get a few cents for you click!  )

I finished up redoing the first chapter of the Introduction of Jessica novel. It has grown to over 103,000 words! I am sure it is going to grow even more since I have decided to expand the timeline from one week to the whole summer. The first chapter is just now the time that Jimmy meets his Step Aunt and gets moved into the house for the summer. The next chapter will be their first encounter and what not that you had read, though I am going to get rid of a lot of the inner monologue and use the opportunity for them to talk rather than thinking. I think it will bring the story along a lot better and I am going to get rid of a lot of the worry and whining that I found to be in the end of most of the chapters. But hey! That’s what happens when you start out with a short story and make it into a Novel! Sorry it has taken so long and will continue to take a while before I get this story out there! I hope there is a good amount of desire in yall to read it!

I would love to hear from you all about what you would like me to write about or what you have liked in the past! Until the next time!

Love yall!
XOXOXO
~-=Cin=-~

What’s Going On?

What’s Going On?

Well, once again I have been bad. I haven’t written here in a while and that is against what I had planned on doing when this year started. Life continues to get in the way on most of the things that I had planned so far! I have started doing a few other things though, so that is taking a little bit of my time up and I haven’t been able to spend as much time on this site or writing as I would have liked to. But, I haven’t forgotten about you all!

I have a couple of stories I am still writing on. The stories aren’t near being done, but they are getting worked on a little bit every now and then. I haven’t gotten around to re-writing the first chapter of “The Introduction of Jessica” yet. Though it is ready to be re-written. It is going to take some time to get through the whole book though, as I am changing the timeline from one week to the whole summer and to make it make sense, I have to change a LOT of the chapters and how things are written. It may end up being longer as well.

But, life gets in the way and other things come up. I am working on a “Signature Track” on Coursera. I am working on building a couple of websites. I am learning a lot of different applications. I am thinking of various business opportunities. I am working out how to get rid of all my debt in the next 5 years. This is a LOT of things going on at the same time and I still have a day job! I don’t see that changing until I get a lot more books published and yall start buying them or start donating to me! 🙂 LOL Just kidding! I don’t beg! heheh

At any rate, I just wanted you all to know that I haven’t forgotten you and I hope to write more, but I can’t promise it!

XOXOXO
~-= Cin =-~